ME, DAD, CARLOS & CARLEEN
This morning I took a bus down to Dundalk to pick up my brother to see Dad. I had to do this because he had no money to see Dad. On the way over I thought it would be a great idea if we went over Carleens house to pick her up and all three of us could see him one last time. Before we left from my sisters house I was not sure if she would be able to get through it. She was visably upset and shaken that this might be the last time all three of us would see our father alive.

The cab was late in arriving to take all of us over to the nursing home. Then I got the idea to ask her daughter, Alexis, if she could drive us over to see our father. She said, No. Her reason being that she had to start school tomorrow and had to clean her apartment. I felt very shaken and disturbed by her blatent brush off of helping us. I had even offered to pay her $20 which was more than it would have cost for cab fare. I suppose the only person she cares about is herself. I have never asked her once if she could take me anywhere in her car until now. This was the lamest excuse I have ever heard. I hope that she will be able to live with all the bad karma that she is creating around herself.